February 2012
i hate how i feel like i dont have enough time for anything anymore. everyone keeps telling me ive been MIA and its true i have. i barely see anyone anymore. and thats my fault. ive been so focused on school and trying to see my bf who, before, i hardly got to see because he lives so far but i need to find a way to manage my time better so i can see and do everything i need to. a part of me really...
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I usually just hold in my anger because its not that big a deal but it’s building up and eventually I’m going to break. Eventually I won’t be able to hold it in anymore.
I seriously need to get my shit together. Just because I’m a second semester senior doesn’t mean I should start slacking in school.
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Sometimes I wish my parents..
xo-sarahchen:
Sometimes I wish that my parents would appreciate me for who I am. I wish they can see that I am trying my best to prove to them wrong that I’m not perfect. I want the type of parents that is proud of me for who I am and not compare me to other people. But no matter how hard I try.. it just doesn’t seem enough for them.. it just seems like the more I try the more negativity I will...
I'm jealous of the people who get to see you more...
